Saturday, October 14, 2000

You know what I did today? I did four loads of laundry. I cleaned a little bit. I ate dinner with a friend at our favorite place. I watched Any Given Sunday. I wrote. I drew. That's about it. All in ten hours.
Did I mention that this is Fall Break for USC? yeah... I am a dork.
You ever get the feeling that you will be alone for the rest of your life? Granted you may have the greatest of friends. You may have a sex life that will place you on a pedestal with your friends. But you will never have a meaningful relationship with anyone because you are their best friend. You can never date someone who you see as your best friend. Why? Because you don't. So what should you do? Nothing. If you do anything, it will not end very good. If you make new friends in hopes of not falling into their best friend mold, well, open your eyes and see the light. Through habit, you'll be their best friend and you'll fall into the same routine. Way to go.
Here's to relationships...
Peace...
Ricky
And minutes later... its posting #2...
I'm watching a rerun of the MTV Music Awards. Eminem is on. You know, he's cool. My friends and I have this great idea of a concert with artists like him. You know, like Tommy Lee and Bobby Brown. Its going to be called No Ma'am. They all wear wife beaters on stage.
Ah...crap. Lars Ulrich. What a tool. I hate Metallica because of the crap he brought up against Napster. You know, its just another change in technology. What ever happened to "playing for the fans?" I recall Metallica being awesome because they didn't care about money or publicity or being famous. They played for the fans. Now look. What a tool bag.
Blink 182. Crazy kids... This midget/dwarf thing is a little disturbing though. It reminds me of bad dreams I had when I was a kid. All the evil looking bad guys were the same height as me, but they were all really scary... Now, they are still the same height because I am short and I am still scared. Clowns suck too. They are scary too.
I just want to thank God. God's one of my peoples, man. Haha... too bad I don't really believe. Maybe I do believe. But as stated in "Dusk Til Dawn," maybe I just don't love Him anymore. yeah.. tragic past. Oh well... I guess its all for the best. Satan needs some competition anyway...
Peace...
Ricky

Friday, October 13, 2000

My friend Jessica (killer+elf.blogspot.com) told me about this online journal type thing for insomniac geeks. Well, sign me up.
Here's a little information about me....
My name is Ricky and I am a slacker. I have a web page, but it hasn't been updated in months. As soon as I do get around to that, I'll post up the address. It might be awhile. I am a slacker...
Okay. Here's to a successful posting.
Peace....
Ricky